In Your Light

Can I tell you this?
I want to live little longer
With this toxicity
Searching halo in obscurity

Somewhere in the silence
Somewhere in the words
I expressed
There is something
Burning in my soul
I wish if I could
Let you know

Breath won’t keep me alive
Stay beside me
Allow me to dream
And
Let me live little longer
In your light

Sentiments

Her fragrance is still in the air
Sweetness of lips is in my heart
Just a breath away
Still wondering what to do

Feel like she is still lying there
Waiting for a smile back

hope to be awakened
With a soft touch in hand

Tried to firmly grip
But
Like a dream she has gone

Shadows are lingering in
I can’t sleep anymore
Stay for a while
And fill this night
With your fragrance

Conversation With An Angel

Sitting in my room
Waiting for a dream
It’s getting darker
Stars closed their eyes

It’s snowing outside
All sins turned to white
Then she came
Like a star want to glitter in silence

She was there all alone
Waiting for a word to be told
We talked in rhythm of our dreams
We shared hopes of the lost soul

All night long
I had a conversation with an angel
All I heard is her words
All I saw is her smile

Night is giving way to morning
I don’t want this night to end
Coz I know
Its over with the morning light

Vehemence

Sky is blue
The tide is high
Can pull away the tree anytime
Waves are soft
But it’s taking away sand from root

Unknown daemons
Waking up inside
Questions are returning
Without any answers
Trembling with fear
Still I can kill myself

I don’t want to end it like this
It’s a transformation
I know I can’t let it happen
Borrowing wings for sometimes
Can try to fly in the blue sky

Words

Far away I lost your voice
Waiting for your lips to weave words
Don’t keep this silence for long
My heart is trembling

Tears are filling my eyes
Feel like somebody pierced my heart
It’s tormenting my soul
Why can’t you talk?

World become stand still
Eyes lost its colors
Everything is turning in to shadows
I am drowning in this silence

You know that
I can’t stay away from you voice
Don’t go away
Don’t close your lips

Question

You asked
What I think
Why I smile
Why there are tears in heart

Night never gave
Wings to dreams
And falling drops
Couldn’t wake up seven colors

How can I say?
There is nothing left to say
There is no words coming out
And there is no story to boast

Feeling so hollow
Trying to count the seconds
Hope it will become 60

Voice

Wandering in a crowd
To hear some voice
People gathered
But nothing dear

Voice is so loud
Hardly listen to anything
Smiles become rare
Hard look follows everywhere

Glass is empty
They are pouring it with vengeance
The deepest turbulence
Made Alcohol embarrassed

Imprisoned in Island
Afraid to reply a voice from far away
So carried away with thoughts of future
Still alive not knowing why..?

Light

Give me a hand
I am drowning
Losing consciousness
Left in brain

Wounds are bleeding
Can’t take away the pain
Cloths soaked in blood
White turned to red

I am fighting
Don’t take away light
Darkness is fearful
Candle won’t last long
Flames becoming pale
Need light to sleep
Can’t close eyes in darkness

Fallen

Why you are coming to me

In this evening

Sun is leaving his rays

Night is so near

Smile is fading

Can lose petals any time

I don’t belong here any more

Just waiting for breeze

To take away fragrance

Your wings are stronger

And way is beautiful

Fly to the dawn

Let me sleep here

Without your tears

Broken Mala

Trying to collect the beads

Was broken so long

It’s scattered here and there

Wonder if I could find all of them

Different colors, different shapes

But they look good

In the thin thread

Seeing lot of colors

Many of them I can’t name

Don’t know how it will be

But need to put them together

Breathe is so fragile

Can leave any time

Will I be able to finish

Before the darkness

Guilt

I know you are there
Deep inside me
Rage fueled you
Hatred gave you wings

Spilled drops chilled body
But
Didn’t cleanse dirt
Tried to smile
Fear flashed in heart
Saw strange faces
Struggling to find one I know

Can’t close eyes
Shadows may die in darkness
I will loose my surface
Without them

Guilt
I know you are there
Deep inside me
Tormenting my soul for ever

Mirror

Its hanging there
Since I knew myself
Shining like a lonely star
Showing the years I traveled

It left a mark in my hands
When I tried to see
Sometimes tend to itch
But I like
It shows the daemon in me

You whispered
And I believed
Today you showed a stranger
Imprisoned in the reflection
Whom I don’t know
Someone different
From what I saw years before

Don’t want to give my soul
To the unknown
It fears me
Like a ghost in loneliness

Broken Mirror show me my face
That I lost from eyes

Companion

Strings of guitar

Smoke of cigar

Sip of whiskey

And shine in her eyes

Let me guess

Is she eying my wallet?

Or am I so lost

To smell her fragrance

Girl lets go home

Leave the glittering coins

Your eyes are red like mine

We have been drinking for so long

I have a room

Not messy like my hair

It’s not far

We can walk

Give me your hand

Let me lead in this lonely way

Solitude

Want to make peace with life

Traveled through the mystery land

Missing words left me blank

Never found the Promised Land

Reason doesn’t offer anything

Logics fail in thoughts

Hungry soul looking for rain

Drops are precious

Thirst is so high

Shape me my life

Shape me with the innocents of your soul

With the untold stories of future

Never been the same before

Want to make peace with life

Lost

People talking about Love

I am not afraid

Memories survived by years

Tormenting my soul

Feelings and emotions

Just another joke of life

Shadows are happy

That I am alone

They can follow me

Without any fail

Deserts are leading to the way of mirage

Sandstorm is hiding oasis

Far away stars closed their eyes

Leaving nightingale in darkness

Songs lost words

Rhythm can’t wake up the emotions

Past is haunting

Want to go away

Want to go far

Where people don’t talk about love

Hope

I sold my soul to emotions

They put lights to make the night

Look like a day

But darkness existed around the light

They played drums and Jazz

To keep the ears awake

But silence existed deep in mind

Life is so fragile and precious

Withered petals never come back to flower

why the candle is so bright..?

Is it about to loose its flame..?

Deep in the forest I lost my way

Felt like alone in the world of wrong and right

I cant see the glow from horizon

Its so dark

Eyes failed to see the light

Hope is the only star that glitters in sky

Waves

O beloved waves

You come from the horizon

To caress your beautiful lover

You come from a long distance

Talking to the wind

Smiling with the golden rays of Sun

And sleeping in the moonlight

You come with love of life time

And dreams of a little heart

To give your lover

You know

The rhythm of your heart will stop forever

And the songs of your breath will loss

When you softly touch her

For the first and last time

And you will die in your dear’s arms

But

You come from a long distance

Only and only for that beautiful moment

You fill her heart with endless love

And withers forever

O beautiful waves

You come from the horizon

To touch your lovers heart

And to caress your death

In the rhythm of her love.

Wishes

Reason says I should have died

Years before

I am wondering about

The dreams that still waits for a wing to fly

The hope for a rainbow

Which keeps my mind alive

If I stop breathing

What will become of my dreams?

That I weaved in the lonely night

I am weaving them together

To feel the mystical magic

When I close my eyes

I can feel the pain of unspoken words

They are waiting to feel the sweetness of lips

No

I won’t let you wither before blossoming

You can’t go away without feeling the dawn

Stay close to my heart tonight

Let me feel the rhythm of your heart

I felt your feather touch

While I was fast asleep

Stay with me till the first ray of sun

I wish to see your eyes shining

With the light of my heart

Let us be together in that serenity